The Sober Mind

Here's To Freedom...

All though ive never expirienced this

It is one of things i hope to do before i die and is one of the many images that go through my mind when i think of freedom from the everyday bullshit that we go through in what we call life.

Here's to freedom.

To those that obtain it never falter and join the rest of us in what we call "life".

To the people(myself included) find your freedom & do your best to grasp it as soon as possible.

Because the life that we are "living"now is not living.

We are existing to perpetuate meaningless bullshit that helps next to no one.

Have you ever seen someone try to learn something and all of a sudden it clicks in there head and that they learned something new?Better yet were you the one helping them understand?

That's life right there you are experiencing.

My rants may make no sense to some & they may to others.

They are what you make of it.

I see it as myself growing in a different way and learning new ways and new things im interested in.

So to anyone that reads this i hope i made your brain twitch and turn on and think rather that just get slammed with meaningless nonsense that floods the world today.

Are you free or do you posses the illusion of freedom?

Have you actually thought if life was predetermined?

How old you get?

Where you go?

What you do ?

How you live?

Now i personally know people have choices in everyday life.

But what predetermines the situations we run into everyday?

The choices we make through the day?

Is that the answer?

It's a valid possibility.

But then that leaves nothing in life a possibility as a random.

Are people supposed to fail in a whole to learn?

Or do we fail to see how we rebound from the failure?

And during the rebound is it the choices we make during recovery that determine if we rise or fall?

Does that determine on how we as people will respond/deal with success or failure for the rest of our life?

And do the above choices reflect on how we deal with social interaction with each other?

Do family,friends & society influence the choices we make in life for better or worse?

And if they do you really have any choices in life that are your own?

You know when you feel sick you take medication whether it be over the counter or a prescription from a doctor.
Who says said medicine is actually medicine?
For all the general public knows it could be a mixed bag of ingrediants like sugar,flour etc...
Bring in the placebo effect.
It's amazing on how one feels sick one moment & you pop a pill & almost instantly feel better the next moment.
Even though it's probably no scientifically possible for said drug to digest that fast.
Which brings the question?
Is there any real medicine out there?
Or is it all a placebo effect & the mind is the varying factor telling you your sick and when your ok?
What a tool the mind is.
It can induce pain& suppress it.
It can instill fear or surpass it.
Maybe everyone is bio-engineered & we dont know it & it is hidden from us.
Or is it a placebo feed to is in a form that we do not yet know?

Goals and Aspirations

Hmm a tricky mistress this is.
Everyone/anyone can have a goal.
I think we are all pretuned from the beginning to do this.
A house with a white picket fence & all that malarkey.
There can be issues with this.
So my stance is not to have goals & aspirations per say but to have ideas.
With an idea you can tweek and change it,But once you set a goal or have an aspiration for yourself and if you never attain it oneself feels like they have failed in one way shape or form.
Ideas are the new future.
You cant get disappointed from an idea there always changing like life.
Unknown and everlasting

My Own Enemy

It is not death i fear

It is the life that i have created in my minds eye that i have not expirienced is my fear

You are your own worst enemy

You create a false existance and make your self miserable trying to attain your dreamed position

Imagination friend or foe?

A time no longer

I long to live in a time that no longer exists due to the corruption of man and his envy of greed.

This time once partially existed and i fear will no longer ever exist until change is had and a revoulition is formed and the freedom of man is again restored.

The Percentage

I am not a percentage

I am a person that made my own decisions

I am a person that choose to improve myself through schooling

I now have a job that uses said schooling to create or maintain my life

I made the choices to put myself in debt

I try to pay my bills and when i cant or when i pay what i can get scrutinized by companies and creditors

I keep working

I dont stop people from working to revitalize and rebuild the economy

You dont pay your bills

You protest doing nothing to push the economy further ahead or rebuild it

You create further debt by causing mass amounts of unneeded overtime and spend-ages that can be used in better areas

You need to learn how to be accountable for your decision making

Now is not the time for a rebellion

A wise man makes a plan to conquer

while

A clever man conforms to conquer

I am an honest person